don't be a little bitch with your chit chat

i just stared at the calendar blankly for like five minutes for no reason at all
and realized that CA1 is in TWELVE FREAKING DAYS!!!
i am freaking out. seriously freaking out. anyone out there feeling me?
okay i'm a paranoid bitch. all the time. i should stop panicking.
and think about the holidays after CA1 instead. heehee.
(see talking about the holidays make me happy!)
i tried to study today. to no avail whatsoever fuckkkkk.
i wish my brain would cooperate more at times. stupid cells.
oh but through the torturing process of attempting to study just now,
i realized these few pointers (thank goodness) :
1. i like : Biology, Geography, Social Studies.
2. i hate dislike don't like : CHINESE, CHEMISTRY. (as a subject)
3. i ABSOLUTELY CAN'T STAND Amath, Emath, English (i have assholes as teachers for these subjects. ugh.)
i am a very language person and i USED TO love English alot.
not anymore. hello bitchy world full of fucked up teachers! shizzball.
ironic how i am situated in the first band of English and second of Chinese,
and still do not get quality teachers. woah. i feel like murdering Bowen -.-
(if any teachers stumble upon this, i'm gonna die a terrible death.)
okay so i'm gonna shut up about the quality of teachers now. heehee.

although CA1 is totally giving me more pressure than i should naturally have,
still- i'm fucked about the fact that i'll be home in another FIVE days!
i suppose everyone else who is going home would be thrilled. just like me.
and well we've got all the goodies, candies, pastries, shark fins, abalones,
pigs trotters (eew), birds nest, steamboat, yu sheng and red packets ready!
oh and soft drinks, plenty of wine and champagne for guests too!
I AM EXCITED! just like every year i will be. heehee. (crazy bitch alert)
but i don't have any bright colour outfits to wear for the first day of CNY!
colour palette of this year's clothings : black. sea water blue. dark green.
momma says i should just wear black for the first day.
phew thank heavens she was only joking. not funny fyi.

oh and she allowed me to take one or two days off after the sixteenth,
which would be great if CA1 wasn't there to ruin it all. fuck CA1.
CA1 falls on a very 'auspicious' date, nineteenth of February! oh how great.
now i can't skip school on the seventeenth and eighteenth. fuck CA1, again.
if CA1 didn't fall on the nineteenth, i wouldn't be in such pain now.
motherfucker. good thing CA1 will only last for four days,
the misery wouldn't be dragged for so long till i can't breathe -.-
but i'll be tested two papers a day, so the four days will be
the longest four days ever, i think. with all the mugging and shit like that.
please let it be over soon. i am indeed desperate for the March holidays.

and oh yeah, i can't believe it's already almost the end of Sunday (again)
sometimes i wish i was the President of all the continents (is there even one?)
i would then have the authority to hereby pronounce Saturday, Sunday,
Monday as well asTuesday (of course) as weekends! zomg.
(at least i didn't go overboard by adding Wednesday in also right? ^^)
school tomorrow. i can't believe it you guys *pulls a long face*
i lost my Chinese worksheet. i don't know which chapter we at for Chemistry.
i left my Art homework blank (i don't take Art, and people should stop asking)
buuuuuuuuuuut i am GRATEFUL that there are no tests tomorrow (finally)
and one last thing (quote actually) to top this post off,
i go to school not to learn. i go to school because it's the LAW.

and no offense but who are you, really? yes you.
whoever you are who reads my blog everyday and never tags!
your location reads Oslo but who knows really right?
i just wanna know who you are. as the owner of this blog,
i do have the right to know, right? or not right?

you will be young only once

it's 2:26 AM. another night of midnight insomnia again.
church tomorrow. I AM SO GONNA OVERSLEEP AND BE LATE.
$150 haircut plus scalp treatment. hair feels super volumized now.
birthday celebration for birthday girl till 10 pm, FUN!
Istana Park is cozy at night. seriously.
Hachiko : A Dog's Story made me cry a litre of tears.
oh and i can't believe my tweet count is 12,861. bummer!!

get rowdy tonight, drown in that martini

here to fulfill the weekly blogging promise! it's 1:09 AM.
so i'm gonna blog about what i've been up to lately!
nothing decent obvs, i ensure you. doing 'em in bullet points.

1. i'm really addicted to one specific fashion blog. not telling which one
2. i have more tests, homework in comparison to the hair on my head
3. i still can't wait for CNY. counting down. 8 days!!!
4. i need a long holiday, longer than CNY. please. please. please.
5. i've been listening to more songs that influence in the wrong ways
6. i don't like the fact that facebook is getting really deserted
7. i hate school
8. i gotta try shisha. soon. promise.
9. i still have so much work to do! many tasks on hold
10. i need a haircut, extensions and chestnut brown dye
11. i need coloured contacts, pref. blue
12. i need to find a way to relieve all the stress
13. yoga maybe? or a smoke?
14. craving for adrenaline-rushing activities for no reason
15. Taylor Swift dropped one out of four trophies she won at the Grammys on stage, LIVE on National TV. kool or what?

so, school has been... not exactly enjoyable.
i guess i'm used to school being sucky and just-like-that.
i don't expect much from going to school, being in classes and stuff.
i feel like i'm a zombie. everyday i repeat the same fucking routine.
i feel like gagging in every test and i'll just be dizzy, nervous and awkward.
every Friday night like now, i'll be super excited and i won't sleep,
because i want to savour every second i have of undeprived freedom.
yes i am lethargic, but i can't waste this moment
because once Saturday, then Sunday comes- there's school.
FUCKING SCHOOL. AGAIN. AGAIN. AND AGAIN. it's killing me! zzz.
breathe. i'll just have to bear with it for another 1 year 9 months,
that would be including all the holidays and breaks.

well, i don't really know what to blog about. i am a lousy blogger.
and rude people just come and go without tags anyway.
so i don't really give a damn about this blog anymore *sighs*
i've got lotsa homework. kill me, God. just kill me.
and let me stop whining about my school life.
i know it's really irritating when i keep blogging about
how much i hate school and how much i wanna quit school.
but fact is, ya'll don't know really how much i want to do all of the above.
it's 1:34 AM, i'm hungry. and cold. this sucks.
IN THE END, NO ONE DIES A VIRGIN,
LIFE FUCKS US ALL!

cause they think we got swagger

here to blog because i've got no homework and i'm screwed
for tomorrow's test because i forgot to bring my textbook home.
thanks a lot, woman who locked up the classroom after 3 pm! fuck you!
ANYWAY. my great-uncle and great-aunt are here! they're awesome people.
they may be not-very-young in terms of age, but boy oh boy.
they're like twenty thousand three hundred forty fuck times cooler than
mommy and daddy. obvs *rolls eyes a hundred times*

they're from the heavenly Bandung, omg if you guys don't know-
please google or wiki it. it's like the second most awesomest place in Indo!
so they were talking and talking about Bandung to me and brother,
and we were like literally attentively listening with glittering eyes.
alright maybe i can't explain everything in the correct sequence,
but well here goes my attempt! they talked about their amazinooo house,
which is like twenty thousand times bigger than ours' (Indo house),
and how their living room is like the size of our condo unit here.
they have a bar. obvs we have one too in Indo, but ours' is like tiny weeny,
bar-top thingy with less than ten bottles of fine wine and hard liquor,
(apparently mommy wants to control daddy's alcohol consuming.)
and my grand-uncle encourages alcohol-drinking! which is tops.
since mommy and daddy is all about the good-girls-don't-drink shit.
but well they have a pool table and everything, which is kinda kool.

Bandung also has like tourist spots and their Rp.10,000,000 per night villas
are awesome with their very own hot spring in every one of them!
we're actually planning to go to Bali end of this year (my friends and I),
maybe i should change their minds and go to Bandung instead!
the best thing is that maybe dear great-uncle can arrange for
a private chauffeur if we really go to Bandung for the holidays! aww.
well, Bandung should be a nice destination. with malls and stuff too.
rollercoasters, hills, pony rides, restaurants on mountains. yeah.
sounds fun to you guys? sounds like trillion times fun to me!

i don't know why the hell i'm blogging about Bandung out of the blue,
but i guess i'm just euphoric after all the things they registered into my brain!
aww i can't wait for our very first road trip! so excited!
anyway, those people who wants to go Bandung with me, come along!
IT'S GONNA BE SO MUCHO FUN :D *beams with happiness*

anyway, i need advice on what to do for fun here! VOTE LIKE MAD PEOPLE!

Which fun activity should I do over the March Holidays?

• Paintball
• Air Rifle Shooting
• Go Kart
• Shisha
• Jet Ski

Created on Feb 1, 2010

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mommy keeps blabbing that i am materialistic
and a little teeny weeny bit too brand-conscious.
i mean who isn't? especially when they have the choice to be so.
right? call me vain, bitchy, blonde-ly stupid, fuck off.
to me- how you look, MATTERS. what you wear, MATTERS.

Fashion is the art, designers are the gods
Models play the part of angels in the dark
Which one of you would ever dare to go against
That beauty is a trade and everyone is paid
Fashionista, how do you look?

New York, London, Paris, Milan
Tokyo, I think it's in Japan
Asia, Malaysia, Las Vegas to play
LA, if you pay my way

Who you wearing?
Sean John, Calvin Klein
Donna Karan's fashion line
Valentino, YSL
Ferragamo and Chanel
Holsten, Gucci, Figla, Rucci
Don't forget my Pucci
Fendi and Armani
God, I miss Gianni
Kenneth Cole, Michael Korrs
Mr. Ford I can't afford
D&G and BCBG
Looking good is never easy
Alexander Perkovich
Naomi Campbell such a bitch
I wanna be Delgada
To fit into my Prada
Oscar de la Renta
Louis Vuitton
Imitation of Christ, beauty has a price
Fashionista, what are you wearing?

quick sidenote : i am desperately wanting all of the below!
i'm seriously going bonkers if i don't find them before Chinese New Year.
for fashion-retards, yeah these are in trend now. *laughs*
anyway, just for your info- the timings i post my posts are in WIB,
which is Indonesian time. which is one hour slower than Singapore time.
so yeah. i don't see the importance, but whatever.